Scrorching Hot Weather!!!

HOT!!!

1 word describes it all. The weather these days is really unbearable. Even switching on the air conditioner make no help on cooling down my body. The sweat kept flowing helplessly out from my body, making my body smelly. My face is oily almost all the time, making my face to be acne prone, and whats worse is that I've eaten so many oily foods (chocolate, spicy food, fried food, peanuts!) lately, I wish i could do plastic surgery to remove all of 'em. I look so horrible now, making my self-confident to plunge. SHIT!

My darling asked me to go her house to bring her family for a dinner. Wow, I'm so happy that she asked me to do so. I want to do it so much. I can get closer to her by getting to know her family. YES! But, i can't! Yea, i told her that I cant because of my acne, i lacked confident..hehe..well, it's actually 1 tiny part of the reason i can't do it. Meeting a partner's parent for me is like going for a job interview. I need to know more about the company before i go for a job interview, I must know what I'm doing and what is expected from me in my profession, I must be confident, and the most important, well, otherwise quite important, is a good first impression. In other word, I must know more about my girlfriend's parent beforehand so that I won't make any mistake, I must be close and know more deeply about my girlfriend so I know what I am in front of her and her family, and lastly, I must be in my best look, clean and trimmed. No messy hair, dirty look and messy outfit. So, I need time to achieve all this before I can go for this so called Job Interview. Actually, the first impression thing can be done within a day. Hehe! Hope my darling can understand this and give me more time to learn more about her and her family so that I can do best. I wanna score 4.0! HAHA!

On the other hand, in my opinion, life's too short for committing suicide. Well, maybe I've not been into this kinda situation or whatsoever before, so I don't really understand how it feels like to be hurt so deeply. But, i still think that committing suicide is the stupidest thing to do on earth. We are born to this wonderful earth to experience all the amazing things it offers. We are able to listen to beautiful songs, eat delicious foods, go traveling to paradises on earth, look at the morning sunrise, make fun of our friends, be good to others so that other people feel happy and eventually we feel happy, buy things that complement ourselves, make ourselves better, visit porn site, make love, have sex..opps, where have i gone to..err..yea, just so many good this to do. Well, I know life isn't always that beautiful, we are human and sad things are things that we must go through, its essential, because after all, if we never go through any sad time, we won't be able to know how it feels like to be happy. The world is always about relativity. Sadness exist so that we can compare it to happiness. Looking for happiness is human instinct. We must be able to overcome sadness. The deeper the sadness that we overcome, the bigger the happiness we can get eventually. Why commit suicide? Committing suicide is for those who can't defeat themselves. Committing suicide is like telling others that one fails in life. Don't commit suicide. Overcome the sadness. Look for things that make yourself happy. There are tons of tons of tons of countless of countless of things on earth can make ourselves happy. Be smart. Be happy. Be human. God bless us all!

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